How to know when is time to walk away

Barbara AG
2 min readJul 16, 2016

Guess sometimes its just time to go away in silence becasue when you had spoken your feelings, What is left to say? Actions, and his actions where obsolete, where distant, where cold, and she was offering him nothing more that the warmth of her smile and a true honest heart.

Guess this is grieving, the needed process to let go. It is ok, it will last few months and she will be back to where she was before she met him.

The girl does not have any regrets, for the first time in her life she put herself out there clean, honest, innocent and with the intention to start a new story. Unfortunately he was not ready for that, instead he decided to play with her, just have fun for a while until the gray color of boresome slowly stoped her writing a new story.

But this time was different, this time she was stronger, this time she knew that under any circumstances, she was letting anyone treat her less worthy again. She was not throwing away all the wisdom learnt during the past almost two years of committing to no one else but herself.

Even though he did not say a thing, his actions denoted what words do not need to be told, and she understood it was time to say goodbye… one more time, once again, for the thousand and one time in her life. But at least she is happy, she feels good she was brave enough to let go a man not worth of her time and energy.

She wanted a man, a man capable of fighting for what he wants, a man that make her feel like the woman she is, a man with guts to not let her go that easy, not a little boy who treats her like a little girl to call her attention, she is done with that shit.

Yeah, she is happy this teacher arrived to her life to make her realize, she is now stronger, wiser and not afraid of keep walking around the world by herself, she knows what she wants, she knows her value, she now knows how real love looks like, and it looks like her reflection on the mirror.

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Barbara AG
Barbara AG

Written by Barbara AG

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